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March 17th, 2007
02:45 pm - dang... it's been that long??
Wow... almost 10 months since I last posted on this. Scratches my head all confuzzled like and shrugs. In the last 10 months, I've moved into a house my babygirl and I bought, quit a job I worked for 5 years and started a brand new one, collared my babygirl... alot has happened.
We had been house shopping for months, having seen a lot of good ones, but not the right ones. None felt like 'home'. Then, on the advice of krissi's mom, we stopped to check out this particular house. A huge brick house, two floors, full attic and basement, three bedrooms, fenced in (sorta) back yard... just walking in, seeing the original wood framing, the wood floors... it was amazing. It was home.
We did the dance for a month to get it, moved in just a week or so before Christmas. Made sure we had a fersluggin' tree to keep my babygirl happy (I was of the opinion that we shouldn't go killing a tree for a few short days of Christmas spirit, she pointed out that the tree was already dead...). We did the Christmas thing with our kids, and made sure to spend some time with (her) family.
The unpacking is still going on...
I heard from a friend of mine in January that a job was open at the graphic arts department that she worked at. I hadn't worked full time in graphic arts in 6 years. The oil lube shop I worked at let me set my hours in the summer time so that I could get in a full week's worth of hours in the first 4 days of the week, which gave me 3 day weekends with my boys.
But... I hated that job. I liked most of the people I worked with, but I hated trying to sell someone something that they really needed, and didn't believe that they did. Soooooo... when the job came up, I went for it. Scrambled around tossing a portfolio together, then a pair of interviews selling myself, and the next thing you know... I'm back in the graphic arts field full time again.
Now, the collaring of krissi...
I had purchased a chainlink collar for krissi from a Ren Fair last summer, hand made thing with delicate links, something she could wear in public without her mother demanding to know what kind of perversions I was up to. But I didn't want to collar her until I was sure it was the right thing to do. A full 3 years together would help in that.
Our anniversary was Valentine's Day, and I was determined to accept her submission then. The only thing was, I was bound to make her ask WITHOUT TELLING HER THAT I WAS READY. Like she's a frigging mind reader or something. So I would give significant stares throughout the night as I fondled and caressed her collar in my hand. And she of course had no idea what thoughts I was sending. Finally I growled and arched an eyebrow... and she got it. She knelt, she submitted, I accepted, and she wept.
was beautiful, should have filmed it.
Gonna try to keep up a bit more regular on this thing... I really intended to last time, but you know how it goes.
Current Location: Office in the new house!
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May 21st, 2006
03:28 pm - gimme just a bite...
 | You scored as WereWolf. WereWolf: Craving rare Meat, feeling caged, aggitated by being around people. Unable to control one's anger or temper. The person will give off symptoms of the shift. They will seem more hostile, blood thirsty, aggitated. They may even growl, bare their teeth or other animal like tendencies. In rare cases, some will physically change. Facial hair will grow thicker or darker, nails will become longer, canine's will seem longer. Embrace your wild side, for you are The Misunderstood WereWolf.
WereWolf | | 67% | Dragon | | 59% | Mermaid | | 50% | Angel | | 33% | Demon | | 33% | Faerie | | 17% | </td>
What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)
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May 13th, 2006
01:31 pm - hmmmm
Today is a different kind of day. I get my boys 3 weekends in a row, then skip a weekend, then start the cycle all over. This is one of those weekends I don't have them.
krissi's Prince, Ryliebug, is with his dad. krissi is at work.
I'm allllll alone...
So after masturbating 32 times, playing video games, making some brunch, masturbating another 32 times, I'm making entries in the Journal.
So what's new?
I have a friend who I've known for quite some time online that will soon become a neighbor. I see many get togethers in the future and pictures taken that are focusing on chests.
I have a vaction coming up next month that I am very much looking forward to. Will be an even better vacation if krissi can take one too. I will have my boys for that week. Camping is planned, as are trips to the Drive-In theatre up north (the MidWay drive in; cleanest place I've ever seen for drive ins, and the nicest staff). Much games to be played, and our Lord of The Ring holiday falls in that week (a holiday where our clan sits around and watches all the extended movies of the trilogy - much popcorn and sword fights between us will ensue).
I turn 40 this summer. Enough said.
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12:52 pm - my toy...
My sweet babygirl got her Daddy one of the best presents I have ever received, and she did this for Valentine's Day of all days. It's not because of the cost, mind you, although she did drop some dough for it. It's how ... perfect a gift it is.
she got me an iPod, a 60 Gig monster that plays not only music and stories but all my favorite porn as well.
I get to use this thing at my main job off and on; if we have no cars in, I'll listen as I clean up the filthy messes we tend to make when working on various idiots' cars. But with my other job, as I sit and design, correct and tweak ads for the local pennysaver, I listen to it almost non-stop.
This wonderful toy gets used in the car as well, whether I am driving 45 minutes to pick up my boys up north or whether I am waiting for my babygirl to get out of class at 9 PM.
All this chatter about a music box... but until you experience it, you won't completely understand. I have a thousand pics on this thing of my boys and my babygirl. I have every freaking song I possess on it. I have beaucoup hours of Howard Stern, Stephen King and this girl who takes it in the ass like a good girl should.
I say again: this is one of the best present that I have ever gotten. My mind boggles at how she can top this... do I see multiple nakie girls in my bed for Father's day???
oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Current Location: the friggin' kitchen still
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/frank/Frank-Silly.gif) giddy
Current Music: none
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May 2nd, 2006
09:22 pm - Update (finally, yeah I know the promises made a year ago... bite me)
It's been a long time since I made any kind of entry to this. For a while I would just jump on, skim briefly through friends' entries, consider making an entry of my own and then change my mind when the kitchen got too busy. Then we switched to the new pc, and I forgot my password to this and it was too much trouble for the longest time to make the effort to retrieve it.
Could talk about how much work I've been doing, how much running around I do for everyone and everything, how I spend more time with my boys...
wah wah wahhhhh. Bullshit.
I've been lazy, and I've been directionless. I had a vague idea what I wanted to do with this journal, and didn't pursue it any further than I had.
So am I promising something new? Fuck no. Odds are I'll get distracted by some pretty colors and fade off again.
But I miss writing. So who knows.
Why did I make the effort today? I dunno. Maybe to brag about the cattle prod I'm getting soon.
Grinssssss
Current Location: in the freakin' kitchen
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/frank/Frank-Relaxed.gif) relaxed
Current Music: none
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January 6th, 2006
10:22 pm - a SEX GOD!! KNEEL AND WORSHIP ME YOU PAGAN SLUTS!!!
 | You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.
Sex God | | 75% | A Slave To BDSM | | 73% | A Romantic | | 48% | Virgin | | 15% | </td>
How are you in bed
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10:12 pm - gasp!! ME?? Noooooooo!!! the thing lies, really; you can trust me
| You scored as Violent. You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.
Violent | | 100% | Wet | | 75% | Hot | | 75% | Exciting | | 63% | Soft | | 50% | Sweet | | 25% | Shy | | 25% | Awkward | | 6% | </td>
What is your sexual style?
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October 29th, 2005
10:12 pm - the mouse trap continues...
I both hate the upcoming holidays and love them. Nick's birthday is next month, and Ben's the month after. Between their birthdays and Thanksgiving and Christmas and the car payments for the sad reck in the back parking lot, I get more and more stressed over having enough to do all that I want to do to give what I want to give.
I hate this.
But I love seeing the faces of those I love and care for opening up presents that I spent time, hard earned money and effort in picking out. Just buying a present isn't enough for me... I have to know that there is something connected to the person for it, even if the person didn't know about the connection until they got the gift.
I love this, when it's successful, and my success rate has increased over the decades (there were some embarrassing lessons...).
So... I will get over time where VIOC lets me have it, and pick up another night at the Scotty if they will let me have it.
I hate the holidays...
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/frank/Frank-Relieved.gif) stressed
Current Music: the Darth Vader Theme
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October 27th, 2005
10:20 pm - being sick sucks...
krissi and I are sick. Sucks when we're both sick, cuz there isn't much energy left to take care of one another. Well... she has energy somehow, but I sure don't.
Hate being sick...
Spent the last two days recupperating, recovering and not doing much of anything.
krissi's now in the room and I hate writing in this when she's watching...
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October 21st, 2005
11:39 am - oh boy
You're Cambodia!
Life's been really rough, but it's slowly improving. You know
way too much about the skeletal structure of humans, mostly from being forced to study
it. This has given you a fear of many things, most especially the color red.
The future has to be more promising though, and your greatest adversary can now
never come back to hurt you any more.
Take the Country Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid
okay, that's the last one for me
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11:33 am - sheesh, whadatheyknowanyway
You're The Dictionary!
by Merriam-Webster
You're one of those know-it-all types, with an amazing amount of
knowledge at your command. People really enjoy spending time with you in very short
spurts, but hanging out with you for a long time tends to bore them. When folks
really need an authority to refer to, however, you're the one they seek. You're an
exceptional speller and very well organized.
Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.
sighs... "short spurts"? "well organized???"
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September 30th, 2005
10:57 am - boy, talk about long time between posting...
It's been a while since I posted anything, but what can I say? I get caught up in the hamster wheel; work, eat, sleep, work eat sleep, work eat sleep, play with krissi, play with the boys, work eat sleep.
I am on the weekend (one a month now) that I don't get the boys. I find myself both liking some quiet time and missing them terribly. Add in some guilt for the first for a good lil' stew.
Considering strongly taking a new job offer even if there is a cut in pay. I hate the full time job I'm doing, but it pays all of the vast bills (barely) that I have right now, and the other job could be as much as a sixth less than I make now. Would have some strong effects throughout not only my life but of those who I love.
Only a few more months til the stupid street-illegal car is paid off tho. Think I'm gonna hang on til then.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/frank/Frank-Determined.gif) determined
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10:55 am - what kind of cute an fuzzy animal am I?
 Bears are strong and independent creatures who roam in the forest in search of food. Bears are usually gentle, but anger one and be prepared for their full fury! You're big, you're tough, you won't back down from a fight, you have a bit of a temper -- classic attributes of a bear. Intelligent and resourceful, though lazy at times, you are a fascinating creature of the wild. You were almost a: Monkey or a KittenYou are least like a: Chipmunk or a DucklingWhat Cute Animal Are You?
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/frank/Frank-Happy.gif) amused
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July 13th, 2005
09:54 pm - the boyyzzzzz
Two more days... two more days...
Time drags by soooo slowly during my skip week. I think about them more and more, and make a ton of plans on what I'll do with them (90% of which we won't get around to doing). I can see their smiles, hear their laughter. I can hear the arguments and whining. Can hear the start of so many sentences: "Daddy...."
I live for the time when they are here. When they aren't, I am in 'pause' mode until they are.
The two best reasons in the world to stay in such a fucked up state like New York.
I love you boys.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/frank/Frank-Sad.gif) and tired
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July 9th, 2005
09:43 pm - day by day...
There are times it seems like I am just spinning my wheels. Get up, go to work, come home, eat, relax with something (or one) to entertain me. I know this isn't true, but there are times where it just seems to be the way things are.
What I am doing in the grand scheme of things is playing catch up. I know how far I was knocked for a loop by my divorce; I know how far I was knocked for a financial loop by the same. Slowly but surely I am catching up on all of the financial debt that I was left with, and that grew as I got on my feet again. Still...
At times when I don't have the finances to do what I would like to do with my boys or with krissi, it seems like the mud is sucking hard at my wheels again. Nose to the grindstone, keep working the two jobs, it won't be like this forever, blah blah blah.
But it all fades away for a while when my krissi eases my pains....
smilesssssss
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June 27th, 2005
08:22 pm - And so it begins
So I was first introduced to this livejournal thing by a friend of mine several months ago. I liked the idea of being able to spout off on whatever happened to strike my fancy, but never got around to it because I was concerned that I would accidently reveal too much.
Recently another friend (through a bizarre segue) showed me her journal, and again I was interested. This time I bit.
I will try to be faithful to this journal; not just visit it every other month or so. I will share my great wit and wisdom (and those who know me, know what a wit I am) and most of all, try to entertain myself, because that's what I am all about.
I am pretty sure that at least one person I know will visit this page regularly, and that in itself should be enough, shouldn't it?
But... it isn't. You, you licentious little reader, you will continue to visit; to laugh when I indicate laughter is required and weep when I indicate that as well. Because if you don't... I have your IP address now, and shortly will have your home address. And when I find out that you haven't been visiting regularly, well... one night... when you are alone... in your comfy bed with your comfy sheets and comfy comforter (they are comfy, aren't they?), you will hear the closet door open as you just begin to drift off to sleep... and as that hand clasps across your mouth, and that hoarse whisper speaks: "Shhhh... be quiet... don't want to scare the neighbors, now do we?"... you'll regret it. Oh how you will regret it.
Hey, thanks for visiting and have a great day!
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Current Music: matrix revolutions in the background
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